“The trash washes up to shore even in this landlocked place.”

I spent most of today picking up trash in Riverbank State Park in uptown Manhattan.

Why did I do this? you may very well be asking yourself. Well, it was all part of our company’s “volunteer days,” which is either a new policy or one I’ve never heard of in my just shy of eight years working there. We get one day off a year to volunteer at local programs and charities, and this was one of three options we were given.

It was gorgeous weather for it — my one regret is that my phone (and its camera) died on me before I could take any pictures — but I am now surprisingly tired and a little achy. And if I never see another bottle cap in my life… But it was actually nice. We worked from ten to three, with a generous break for lunch, and hopefully helped keep one of the city’s parks a little cleaner.

Wednesday

I didn’t finish everything I wanted to get done today, but the couple of things I was a little worried about going into it went well. Or at least better than expected. And, plus, there were donuts.

The donuts were for a coworker who’s getting married this weekend, and whose last day — unrelated to the wedding; she got another job — was today. So I guess they were bittersweet donuts.

I didn’t know her very well, as we’d only been working for the same group since I moved across the office in April. It’s been kind of a weird year at the office for me. The group I used to work for has changed pretty dramatically, and I rarely even see the people I used to hang around with (at the office, at least). It’s not super-awkward, and if it is, it’s maybe more in my head, my natural proclivity towards awkwardness and difficulty making friends. But I sometimes can’t help but wonder, lately, about what’s been lost.

Still, everything changes, and I do like the group I work for now, and the work I’m doing. (Well, y’know, overall, and within reason.) But, I dunno. It’s autumn, when thoughts almost naturally turn a little melancholic.

Did I mention there were donuts? So it’s all good.

Tornado Tuesday

Unless you count the tornado, it was a quiet day all around.

Well, it was more a tornado watch, a severe weather warning. We’re being buffeted with heavy rain and wind as I type this, and the wind was crazy all day, but I’m hopeful that will be the worst of it.

Other than that, it was pretty much just an average day at work, from home.

Monday various

Sunday

A pretty average day. The New York Times crossword and the writing group. I wrote this:

The man in black couldn’t sing a note, which is how Julie says you know he couldn’t be the devil. Lucifer, she tells Jack, was the angel of all music. He was also the father of all lies, Jack wants to say, but doesn’t. He has his own reasons for not believing what the townspeople have said about the man, the rumors that have started to spread, and he doesn’t need to argue the point with his sister. The devil can go get his own damn advocate.

Jack’s locked the man up, of course. As sheriff, and after what happened last night at Grady’s, how could he not? But running the man’s prints and sending his photo up to county is one thing; putting stock in what some of the survivors have claimed is another. He opened fire, that much is clear. Jack took the guns off the man himself, emptied the antique things into evidence, and saw first-hand the bloody handiwork they’d done. Eight dead, at last count, and Bill Grady himself still touch and go, a bullet busting ribcage, piercing lung, and then lodging itself in the empty wall above the bar.

That’s where Jack found it this morning, digging it out of the plaster and wood with a penknife. Not that there’ll be much call for matching ballistics, or that they’ll even be able to do it here, on site. The bullet and guns will be shipped, along with the man himself if Jack has anything to say about it, downstate. And the bullets will be a match, there’s little doubt of that in Jack’s mind. Homemade, from the look of the slug sitting bagged on his desk, and the guns themselves at least a century old. Amazing they didn’t just explode in the man’s face.

No, they’ll send the man down to county to be arraigned. If Judge Keach tries to give Jack any grief over that, he’ll just tell her some of the stories he’s been starting to hear, the crazy talk that’s sprung up in the wake of last night’s bloodbath. Blood on his hands or not, the man deserves a fair trial, and that’s not going to happen in a town that’s half-convinced he’s the devil himself.

“Have you even listened to him sing?” Julie asks. Like Jack needs this now, like he needs even more crazy, this time from his sister. “Can’t sing a note, worst I’ve ever heard. And that’s not the voice of the Morningstar.”

He really doesn’t need this. Of course Jack’s heard the man sing. It’s loud and off-key and hasn’t stopped for more than hour since last night. Nothing Jack can recognize, but that’s for the county psychiatrists to puzzle out.

The whole thing pretty clearly was influenced by this week’s Western-themed Doctor Who. (“Anachronistic electricity, keep-out signs, aggressive stares — has someone been peeking at my Christmas list?”)