Sometime in the very near future, I’m going to have to make a decision: stay in Pennsylvania with the current job and limited prospects for new (paying) opportunities, go back to New York with no guarantee of a better job but more prospects and the safety net of having family there, or go somewhere else (possibly at random) with no guarantee, no safety net, and little but hope to guide me. For all my talk of using this year to come to a decision, for all the job applications I’ve sent out or leads I’ve investigated, I’m still no more sure than I was this time last year. If I’m going to sign an intent to renew my lease — or if I’m going to settle on somewhere else to move — I’m going to have to do it within about a month and a half. That kind of worries me.