Sunday

It’s a long weekend, which, thanks to the last week of summer hours, started early on Friday. I’ll miss those half days at the end of the week a little, I think, but I’ll be glad to go back to a normal work day starting on Tuesday. I can’t claim to have made any great use of those free hours on Friday all summer; most often, I’d come home and decided to read or watch something (a movie or TV) and find myself nodding off in my chair, falling asleep. I don’t know that an extra hour of work every other day is really worth it for a Friday afternoon nap.

This Friday I managed to stay awake, watching Fast Times at Ridgemont High, which I’d somehow managed to never see. (Maybe because I was five when it first came out.) It’s exceptionally dated, very much a movie of the very early ’80s, but in some real ways that works in the movie’s favor. In 1982, Roger Ebert called it “a scuz-pit of a movie,” but history has been much kinder. I don’t know if Ebert ever revised his opinion, but the movie is considerably less raunchy and scuzzy than a lot of comedies in the three decades since. Fast Times is funny a well observed, and it’s an interesting snapshot of the time.

I can’t the same, at all, about Elektra, which I watched on Friday night. With the recent announcement that Ben Affleck would be cast as Batman in the upcoming Man of Steel sequel, I’ve honestly been wondering if I should maybe revisit his earlier superhero movie, Daredevil. (Affleck also once played George Reeves, TV’s Superman, in Hollywoodland, but I don’t see that connection being made much in the discussion.) I don’t remember Daredevil being very good, but there’s that whole “history being kinder” thing to consider. Colin Farrell and Michael Clarke Duncan certainly seemed to be enjoying themselves… And honestly, my reservations (or in fact doubts) about a Man of Steel sequel, and Batman being in it, and a Superman vs. Batman movie, don’t really stem at all from the casting.

But Daredevil wasn’t available, and I’m not paying good money to sit through it again. (I’m also not convinced it’s worth sitting through again, just in the off chance some of it’s okay.) So I watched Elektra, which is a spin-off in that the character appears in the earlier movie, played again by Jennifer Garner, and they’re linked characters in the comics, but it doesn’t have a whole lot to do with Daredevil the movie. Which doesn’t make it any good either, unfortunately. Strangely, some of the acting is rather good, but the film falls down on almost every other level: script, direction, cinematography, musical score. Long stretches are just tedious, and the climactic fight scenes are just kind of dumb. (Will Yun Lee’s main bad guy basically just has the power to throw sheets up in the air. I wish I could say that was an exaggeration.)

So anyway, not a very good movie. I was going to watch a movie tonight, but then I remembered there’s a new episode of Breaking Bad.

Otherwise, it’s been a pretty average couple of day. I did some reading, I’m working on edits for the next issue of Kaleidotrope — next month! — and I wrote this:

“All that’s happening here has happened before,” said Fleet Commander Admiral Jeremiah Wells as he looked out into the ampitheater and its rows of graduating cadets. “And chances are good it will all happen again. But I hardly need remind you of that. You have months of training under your belts, each of you, and no doubt you’ve each seen your share of reports from the front. I can’t say I approve of that — there’s a place and a time for war reports, and I’m not convinced academy training is either. But better you too prepared than not at all. You know what you’re facing, and where the fleet will be headed, and I’m quite sure each one of you will do the temporal navy proud.”

It wasn’t much of a pep talk, well meant but uninspired, and delivered by a man who was clearly unaccustomed to public speaking. Which, on the face of it, was ridiculous. Wells had given this speech a thousand times, perhaps a hundred thousand. He has said so himself just now, when he said all of this had happened before. Josey wasn’t sure how often Wells had been hit by repeaters — even the fleet’s best scientists didn’t know how often the enemy had used their temporal weapons — but if it was true that basically everyone on board the flagship was a casualty of the Loop on some level, if even she could expect to feel its effects despite having ported from Earth less than one year (standard) ago, then she could only imagine how it must feel for Wells, how often the Admiral had lived through these very same moments, given this very same speech. He ought to seem a lot more practiced for all of that.

Yet obviously he had other things on his mind, and inducting the graduating class into the fleet for the hundreth-thousandth time could not have been a top priority.

There were reports, Josey knew, of rising sea levels on Base Europa, the ice starting to thin and crack; she’d be stationed there herself in a week — that was a week standard but also several more days of cryo — but maybe not for much longer if the frozen continents continued to shift, if the moon’s waters began to seep in and make operations there untenable. And if the fleet lost Europa, where was there left to draw back?

They’d managed to suture together a quarrantine zone for Earth in the first years of the war, and those lines of defense, though sometimes shaky, still stood. There’d never been a repeater blast topside on Earth in forty years and, god willing, there never would be. The fleet was here to protect Earth from that kind of temporal confusion, to prevent the Loop from circling further in — if they couldn’t find a way to counteract or cure its effect altogether and wage a war of offensive against the enemy.

A speech to several dozen frightened students hardly seemed to matter in the scheme of all that, however many times it had appeared to happen or would happen again. Josey knew all this, but still, it wouldn’t have hurt the Admiral to try just a little harder.

Random 10 8-30-13

Last week. This week:

  1. “You Don’t Have to Say You Love Me” by Dusty Springfield, guessed by Clayton
    Life seems dead and so unreal
  2. “Right Place, Wrong Time” by Dr. John, guessed by Occupant
    I been running trying to get hung up in my mind
  3. “Sweet Child O’ Mine” by Taken by Trees (orig. Guns N’ Roses), guessed by Clayton
    She takes me away to that special place
  4. “If I Needed Someone” by Eric Clapton (orig. the Beatles), guessed by Occupant
    Carve your number on my wall
  5. “Evergreen” by the Fiery Furnaces
    Dear little hemlock shoot
  6. “Luisa’s Bones” by Crooked Fingers
    We will meet and wait and pray for the monsoon
  7. “Love U” by Blitzen Trapper
    I should go back to the earth one day
  8. “Sweep the Leg” by No More Kings
    There is no fear in this dojo
  9. “Looking at the World From the Bottom of a Well” by Mike Doughty
    And the only way to beat it is to bat it down
  10. “…Long Time Ago” by Concrete Blonde
    And did you want to be Bonnie and Clyde?

Good luck!

Thursday

When the best decision you make all day is to buy an orange and eat it at lunch, this suggests a number of possible things. One: all of the other decisions you’ve made that day have not been good. Two: you’ve made precious few decisions that day at all. Or three: it was an incredibly tasty orange.

It was a good orange, which I decided to add to my turkey sandwich and soda on a last-minute whim. It’s not much, as far as whims go, but it was a nice grace note to my lunch, while I sat and listened to the audiobook of Stephen King’s Wizard and Glass.

I tried making some other decisions. I wouldn’t call them “not good,” but they didn’t necessarily pan out:

Me: I’m not sure I want to attend this presentation next month…
Company: Oh, but you should.
Me: Really? Well, okay…
Company: But it’s full.
Me: Oh…
Company: But hey, here, we’ve set up another session on a different day.
Me: I don’t know…that conflicts with a meeting I already have scheduled for that morning…
Company: C’mon, everybody’s going! Don’t be left out!
Me: Well, since you put it that way… All right. So I just click this link here and —
Company: Oh sorry. That session is full.

Yep. Its not critical that I go, but it did seem like it would be useful. I mean, I skipped having a day of telecommuting this week just so I could attend another presentation, so it’s not like I’m unwilling.

I spent almost every other moment of the day working on a massive research report. It’s three hundred and twenty-something pages right now and counting, and it has consumed a lot of my time over the past couple of weeks. It’s partly my own fault for including so many instructors in the research — you ask thirty people nearly thirty questions each and you have to expect a lot of data to sift through — but I wanted as even a split between US and UK instructors as I could get. I didn’t quite get that, in part because this has been a lousy summer for getting reviewers to commit and then deliver their feedback. (That, or I’m just tangled in a string of bad luck.) But I’m fairly pleased with what I did pull together, and now I’m just trying to pull together some sense in it all, whereby I can make some active recommendations that will hopefully help us sell more copies of this one textbook and others in the same area.

And finally, summer hours are over after this week. I liked having a half day on Friday — tomorrow’s the last one — but I’ll really be glad to get back to the old work schedule. Especially as we move into autumn and the sun starts setting a little earlier. It’s already started to happen, a little, although otherwise, weather-wise, we still seem stuck firmly in hot and humid summer.

I think I just might be ready for fall, for long sleeves and jackets. August was a fast month, but not a great one, and I think it’s cured me of wanting an endless summer.

Monday

You know how yesterday I was saying my back was getting a lot better, except when I had to stand for long periods of time? Well, apparently the Long Island Railroad reads my blog and decided today would be good day to put that to the test.

Yes, I went in to the office today, rather than work from home. This wasn’t exactly what I wanted to do, but that ship kind of sailed last Friday when I didn’t take my work laptop home with me. Instead, I decided to attend a sales presentation this morning and not carry a heavy bag back and forth while my spine was still adjusting. It worked out pretty well, and wasn’t too bad for a Monday, except of course that the Long Island Railroad is perfectly horrible and awful.

My morning train into Queens was first in that window of not-being-on-time the LIRR likes to pretend isn’t “late” — I think it’s six minutes beyond the scheduled arrival — and then properly late by everyone’s reckoning. I had a seat, but on what became a progressively less comfortable and more crowded car, as we stopped at several more stations than usual. I made the mistake of getting up at Jamaica, because I’d made the earlier mistake of believing the conductor when he said my connecting train was waiting on the opposite platform. It wasn’t, of course, and no other train was headed in the right direction for another twenty to thirty minutes. (And that’s assuming that train wouldn’t be delayed or cancelled.) I wasn’t able to squeeze back on the train I’d just disembarked — I’d lost not just my seat but any room at all — so I had to wait around for another five minutes or so for another train headed to Penn Station. I was lucky there was at least someplace to stand on that one.

The problem with the Long Island Railroad isn’t that equipment breaks down — although it does seem to do so with a disturbing regularity — but that they’re horrible about communicating this, explaining the delays, giving you correct information when your train has already left, or is delayed, or isn’t coming. The schedules they’ve set up rely on clockwork precision, but they’re a little like my iPad’s clock, which weirdly seems to lose or gain minutes depending on how long it’s been on, or off, or just on some weird whim.

The New York City subway isn’t a whole lot better — just as crowded, just as prone to delays — but at least it’s a little easier to switch to a different line if you need to, and at least you can usually assume even if you miss your train, you probably won’t have to wait twenty or thirty, or sixty, minutes for another.

Still, though, my back didn’t rebel too much at having to stand. This is the first day in a while that I haven’t taken anything for the pain, and while that isn’t because the pain’s gone away altogether, I do seem to be on the mend.

Hopefully tomorrow the LIRR will be able to say the same.