Wednesday and Thursday

I can’t believe it’s only Thursday.

Yesterday, I was on back on campus again, at the second of three schools for the semester. The weather was quite cold, but all of my meetings went well and it was a good day.

Then sometime in the middle of the night it started to snow.

Actually, before that, the third school I was planning to visit today preemptively cancelled all its morning classes and office hours, and it was already looking fairly likely that the afternoon classes and hours would follow suit. Most of my scheduled appointments were in the afternoon, but still, I didn’t much like my chances. The school’s an hour away, on what promised to be icy roads, and I went to bed last night pretty secure that come morning I’d have to e-mail all my appointments to cancel.

You know, for the second time. Oh yeah, this was the school I was originally planning to visit a couple of weeks ago when I got sick.

For a while after I woke up, it still seemed really uncertain what was going to happen. I knew I probably wasn’t driving out to the campus, but did that mean I’d have to go into the office? The trains were running, or at least the network news and MTA claimed they were, but it seemed like things were just getting worse. The snow really started coming down — I joked a little later on Twitter that the flakes were as big as birds. At least I think it was a joke — and even if it turned to rain, any commute seemed like a wet and sloppy mess waiting to happen.

So I decided to text my boss about working from home. And maybe five minutes after that, I got an e-mail saying that the office had closed because of the weather. So the whole thing was kind of moot.

I managed to re-schedule all of my appointments save one, which will just need to be moved from morning to afternoon, and I’m going to try again in another two weeks. Of course, after sickness and a foot more of snow, the universe may be trying to tell me something. (Then again, I thought that last year when I contacted over a hundred faculty at one school and got no appointments. And that place turned out to be my very successful Tuesday.) Hopefully the third time will be the charm, and the school (or I) won’t catch fire or something.

I didn’t do a whole lot today. More shoveling and snow-blowing than was probably wise, especially since there’s more snow predicted on the way. Actually, there’s a chance of snow and rain from now until well into next week, so I don’t think we’ve escaped this just yet. I read a little, did a little work — I mean, I did have my laptop up and running already — and that’s about it. I have no idea if tomorrow’s snow will be enough to close the office again, or even just to keep me home. It’s been a long enough week, and I’m tired enough, that it seems strangely unfair that today wasn’t Friday.

Basically, I’ll do what I did today: figure it out in the morning, I guess.

William Faulkner’s Sanctuary

I really enjoyed reading William Faulkner’s Sanctuary. It’s one of his earlier novels, and of those I’ve read I think one of his most poetic. Faulkner can be something of an acquired taste — it took me several attempts to acquire it myself — and does require close attention to even figure out what is going on. (Even after I’d finished, the Wikipedia entry for the book held some surprises on that front.) Often, Faulkner is more about the rhythms of the language than the simple straightforwardness of a plot. But I submit that when those rhythms are really working, there’s nothing like them.

For instance, there’s this:

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And this:

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And this.

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None of which tells you what the book is about, but at the same time maybe tell you everything. I’m moving on to something different, I think — Phillip K. Dick, I think, though he can be no less an acquired taste sometimes, a difficult read. But I really did like the book a whole lot.

Monday and Tuesday

I’m getting pretty tired of winter. This winter, to be specific, when it seems like we’re constantly under a new major storm advisory. There’s snow predicted for the next three days, with the same number of storms colliding in our area, polar-vortexing us into submission again. Which I suppose means we won’t see a thaw until sometime in 2018. I’m just tired of the snow that doesn’t melt, or melts only a little and then re-freezes later in the day. It’s not the cold or the longer nights. I can handle those. I just wish winter would knock it off for a while.

Meanwhile, the stray cat seems to have left the garage when I scared it out of hiding. The garage is pretty tightly packed with stuff, but I did a pretty thorough search — tripping and twisting my ankle badly in the process, I might add. (The ankle gave me some grief last night, but ice and acetaminophen seem to have done the trick.) If the cat is still out there, hidden in some inaccessible nook or corner, I don’t really want to think about what its lack of movement might suggest. I’d much rather it ran out the other night and discovered a warmer place to hang out.

We should all be so lucky.

Today I was on campus, talking with professors, which is that thing I have to do several times a year. It went well, I think. And I managed to finish reading the last ten pages of William Faulkner’s Sanctuary while I hid out from the cold in the campus library. (I really liked the book, so more on that later.)

Tomorrow, though…well, there might be more snow. We’ll just have to see.

Saturday and Sunday

Last night, I watched a couple of movies.

First there was Escape Plan with Sylvester Stallone and Arnold Schwarzenegger, which turned out to be surprisingly entertaining despite — or probably because — it was so ridiculous. I felt like Stallone was fighting the silliness a little bit, but Schwarzenegger was embracing it wholeheartedly, and as such was really good in the movie. I wouldn’t call it good, but it was a lot of fun.

After that, it was a real change of pace with Dallas Buyers Club. The movie wasn’t exactly remarkable, but it told its story well, and Matthew McConaughey was very good. So was Jared Leto, who I didn’t recognize until the movie was almost over, and both he and McConaughey deserve the Oscar nominations they got for the movie.

In between the films, I discovered a cat living in the garage. I’d been hearing noises off and on for the past couple of nights and discovered the blinds on a couple of the windows mussed up. But I chalked the former up to the wind, and the latter up to imagination…or more wind. (Well, the rational part of my brain did, anyway.) But I heard the noise again last night and although it was only for a second, I saw a cat creep into the far back corner. The garage is full of stuff, including furniture and boxes I moved back from Pennsylvania a decade ago with, so there are lots of places a small cat like that could hide. I gave up on trying to find it last night, partly because I didn’t want to chase it out into the cold, but I saw it again this evening. I tried leaving the garage door open, coaxing the cat out with soft words and tuna fish, scaring it out with loud noises, and the most I seemed to do was to chase it from one inaccessible corner to another.

It’s not so much that I mind there being a cat in the garage. I got a better glimpse at it tonight, and I think it’s a stray, so I want it to be warm. I just don’t want it to set up shop out there, think it’s a good place to go to the bathroom or have kittens, or get stuck in one of those inaccessible corners with no food to be had. I think I might have chased it out this evening — into what’s unfortunately become a snowy night — but I also thought I’d maybe done that last night.

So hopefully I chased it away and it will find a better place to hole up. Or if it’s still out there, I’ll be able to find and catch it, so that I can somehow take it to the vet. (I say somehow because we don’t own any cat carriers anymore.)

Anyway, that was most of my weekend. Today, after a prolonged absence, I joined my writing group again and wrote this:

“There are no ghosts here,” Jimmy said. I didn’t know which one of us he was trying to convince.

“Sure, there are stories,” Jimmy said. “The old house, the caretakers murdered.” He walked over to the shelf behind his desk and pulled down a book. “That was in 1908, three years after the house was first built. Then there was a fire in the barn, that family who rented the place and went missing in the ’70s.” He handed me the book, which was older than the paperback I knew he’d seen me tuck into my backpack, and was probably a first edition if I knew anything about Jimmy Bell.

“It’s all in Trevor Burnam’s novel,” he said, “if you can get past the lousy prose. And some of it’s corroborated by press clippings — of which,” he added, “there aren’t for that time and this area. But that’s a far cry from saying the house is haunted.”

“Then why aren’t you living there?” I asked. “Your family owns the house, you’ve been living in town for six months, and yet you’re still renting here, in this place.” It hadn’t escaped my attention that there had been a fold-away cot stored in the closet, or that Jimmy had shut the closet door when he noticed me snooping.

“You’ve done your homework,” he said. I couldn’t tell if he was pleased. Looking at him from across the desk, I thought maybe he couldn’t tell either.

“I just want to know what happened there,” I said. “Don’t you?”

“’They drank the milk and ate the butter,’” he said. “That’s the first line of Burnam’s book.” He nodded at it in my hands, and although I pretty much knew the thing by heart I flipped to the start of Chapter 1. “’Miss Abigail returned to the kitchen that cold October morning to discover the pantry door unlatched, the fire in the hearth gone out, and the little dead girl waiting for her at the top of the cellar stairs.’

“It’s not great writing,” Jimmy said, “but sure, I can see why people liked it at the time. After the Wilson family ran off in ’76 –”

“Disappeared,” I said. “There were five of them, and they weren’t ever found.” I handed him back the book. “There are press clippings about that.”

“And about Ken Wilson’s drinking problem, too,” Jimmy said. “Look, I like you, Clara, and we went to school together, which is the only reason I agreed to meet. But you’re seeing this from a distance and missing the details. And the details say there’s no such thing as ghosts.”

“I just don’t think you believe that,” I said.

I took the writing prompts from this magazine cover. Imagine if I’d gone with the picture!

Random 10 2-7-14

Last week. That seems so long ago now. This week:

  1. “Ghosts Under Rocks” by Ra Ra Riot
    You soak in one dream
  2. “The Wanderer” by Johnny Cash
    I went out walking under an atomic sky
  3. “Pour Some Sugar on Me” by Emm Gryner (orig. Def Leppard), guessed by Clayton
    Demolition woman, can I be your man?
  4. “Pretty in Pink” by the Dresden Dolls (orig. the Psychedelic Furs)
    Caroline talks to you softly sometimes
  5. “Bumper” by Cults
    Maybe I should start a life with someone new
  6. “Spiderwebs” by No Doubt
    Your words walk right through my ears
  7. “A Piece of the Pie” by Randy Newman
    You say you got two jobs and so’s your wife
  8. “Flowers Never Bend With the Rainfall” by Simon & Garfunkel
    So I’ll continue to continue to pretend
  9. “Handle With Care” by the Traveling Wilburys, guessed by Occupant
    You’re the best thing that I’ve ever found
  10. “Gone Daddy Gone” by Violent Femmes
    Where she is now, I can only guess

Good luck!